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    刚看完十三棵泡桐



    虽然这部电影,在某些情节上有些刻意(反复出现的阿拉伯骆驼英雄,只闻其声不见其人的校长,极其突出的作操排挤场景),在本应是悬念的地方多少有点直接的表达了出来。但优点是它的意图更加容易理解。

    给了我些共鸣,让我想起我年轻时。
    那种黑压压的透不过气的局促感,那种被打压又无法改变的挫败感。
    等待老师训话那种焦急无力感,犯了错不敢回家的心虚感,喜欢一个人那种无所求无所欲一切皆无所谓的单纯感。
    社交能力为零,不懂应变不懂逢合,不懂拍拍脑门一笑而过。
    也曾以为,只要真心就能得到真心,只要诚实就不会被骗,只要是黑就一定不会是白。

    还好现在过来了
    有人说是成熟了,或者说磨圆了。
    发出的感叹不多了,表达的意愿少了,一切都是理所当然的了。
    可以嘻嘻哈哈开开玩笑,可以睁一只眼闭一只眼,可以含含糊糊得过且过,原则能少一个就一个。
    或许说这就是生活,你永远改变不掉的,注定了要被看不见得强大社会,修成流水线的工作机器。
    同化变成了生存,随波逐流变成了责任。
    就像电影里那个一群学生作操的镜头,人人穿着校服一板一眼的做着。你不同?那你就被排挤,你就受歧视。
    还是说这就是生活,不需要思考,不需要提问,只管跟着做。因为想再多问再多,它仍然还是这样。又何苦?

    To be someone else or to be myself
    本应是个一目了然的问题,却几乎没有人能作选择!







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    P LANGwrote:
    风格有所变化.
    写的不错.
    Nov. 16
    海风 付wrote:
     生活总是这样的
    Oct. 14
    siyuwrote:
    小屁孩儿又上了一课.
    Oct. 11
    fang zhengwrote:
    社会没有错,错的是你看待别人的方式了.
    Oct. 11

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